Tuesday, June 01, 2004
hey ok shall continue this chronicling of my sedentary little life. woke up at 730 then decided waddaheck. shall sleep more. woke up at 10 went for workshop at 1045. we used the coms today. break was at 3 till 330. after break NOBODY was left to focus on the lesson. all were either msn-ing, chatting or blogging. tsk tsk. a big waste of time, money and effort, i must say. k so that was the BORING part.decided to do some hmwk since i got home. vain attempt. cant get past the 2nd line of my stupid english compo. finished all my maths though- im so freaking proud of myself. ^^den went on this mad song-excahnging spree with aj and rach. aj as usual was being an ass and refused to send me anything. sent to rachel though. shall get it off her later. wateverlah i so cannot be bothered anymore. so yes, managed to get some good music of rachel. was quarreling wiht her for like 10 mins cos she said " i got the thing" and never specified what in the name of holy heavens it was till a good ten minutes later. i must say rach has morphed into a kinda music consultant to me! [better feel honoured, woman!] yeah. i guess the reason why we like the songs is cos they've all got meaning just listen to the lyrics and really grasp the meaning. yep i admit- im a sucker for soulful songs. :D oh found smthg wierd today- imran and dynna had the smae nick. gave me quite a shock. aj was hyperventilating. muahaha. according to imran, my "juniors and peers" were trying to imitate him. beats me why too. oh well. :Djust heard of smn crushed by a friend. a real close friend she's trusted for 5 years. some foreign influence, some badmouthing and then some backstabbing. its sick wat her fren did to her. it's sad. i guess it sucks when you start having to question your friendship, when that feeling of uncertainty lingers above your head and in your heart. well those of you who read this - don't ever do that to those who mean alot to you. dont ever take for granted those who have been there for you and those who you know will be there no matter what- be it family or friends. don't. 'cause it hurts. that's something to ponder about. sometime ino our lives we're bound to have experienced or will experience this- be it on the giving or receiving end. so yeah, think abt it.[smthg frm teh past] deja vu? maybe. it'll probably stay this way. i just feel out. i dont know why- but out. maybe its just me but somehow i just dont connect anymore. its like you left together and im left behind. its painful to see. i was once the link that kept us together- now its two and one. can we just go back to how it was?maybe im right , maybe im wrong. but this is how i feel. your dreams are riding on the wind. just reach out and pull them in. get ready for the ride of your life*avec spera
I flew @ 5:49 AM
hey ok shall continue this chronicling of my sedentary little life. woke up at 730 then decided waddaheck. shall sleep more. woke up at 10 went for workshop at 1045. we used the coms today. break was at 3 till 330. after break NOBODY was left to focus on the lesson. all were either msn-ing, chatting or blogging. tsk tsk. a big waste of time, money and effort, i must say. k so that was the BORING part.decided to do some hmwk since i got home. vain attempt. cant get past the 2nd line of my stupid english compo. finished all my maths though- im so freaking proud of myself. ^^den went on this mad song-excahnging spree with aj and rach. aj as usual was being an ass and refused to send me anything. sent to rachel though. shall get it off her later. wateverlah i so cannot be bothered anymore. so yes, managed to get some good music of rachel. was quarreling wiht her for like 10 mins cos she said " i got the thing" and never specified what in the name of holy heavens it was till a good ten minutes later. i must say rach has morphed into a kinda music consultant to me! [better feel honoured, woman!] yeah. i guess the reason why we like the songs is cos they've all got meaning just listen to the lyrics and really grasp the meaning. yep i admit- im a sucker for soulful songs. :D oh found smthg wierd today- imran and dynna had the smae nick. gave me quite a shock. aj was hyperventilating. muahaha. according to imran, my "juniors and peers" were trying to imitate him. beats me why too. oh well. :Djust heard of smn crushed by a friend. a real close friend she's trusted for 5 years. some foreign influence, some badmouthing and then some backstabbing. its sick wat her fren did to her. it's sad. i guess it sucks when you start having to question your friendship, when that feeling of uncertainty lingers above your head and in your heart. well those of you who read this - don't ever do that to those who mean alot to you. dont ever take for granted those who have been there for you and those who you know will be there no matter what- be it family or friends. don't. 'cause it hurts. that's something to ponder about. sometime ino our lives we're bound to have experienced or will experience this- be it on the giving or receiving end. so yeah, think abt it.[smthg frm teh past] deja vu? maybe. it'll probably stay this way. i just feel out. i dont know why- but out. maybe its just me but somehow i just dont connect anymore. its like you left together and im left behind. its painful to see. i was once the link that kept us together- now its two and one. can we just go back to how it was?maybe im right , maybe im wrong. but this is how i feel. your dreams are riding on the wind. just reach out and pull them in. get ready for the ride of your life*avec spera
I flew @ 5:49 AM
